so, it's been a strange day. I guess partially because I didn't sleep enough, partially because I had to take an exam I had no interest in, partially because I felt useless at a meeting, but really I think it was just one of those days that everything seems to sort of... float.
I don't know how else to describe it. I'm doing it, but I feel really disconnected. From everything- and everyone. Anytime I spoke to someone today, I felt strange. Not like they weren't listening really, more like I wasn't saying anything.
Then I had a conversation with a lovely woman who works for the beehive collective. She was great, but I just felt... strange. I don't think the conversation went that well (in the direction of me working with them) but I'm not ever sure if I can judge that.
My fall backs for when shit gets wacky- failed today. I cleaned my kitchen. Nothing. I made dinner. Nothing. I made a snack (kale chips!) and I made applesauce. Nothing. nothing. nothing.
yikes. strange day.